A Good Pair of Comfortable Walking Shoes

On March 2009, I bought a pair of Crocs shoes. I wanted to buy one for very long time but because of the price, I failed to get one until this year March. My mum and I were looking for comfortable walking shoes for our Singapore trip. So, my mum bought a pair of Nike shoes. On that day, I was still thinking whether to get Crocs shoes or not... Finally I made my decision to get a pair of Crocs shoe. Guess what, I never disappointed by it and no regret at all for buying it.

Alright, I am not promoting for Crocs but seriously, Crocs shoes are really comfortable. Recently, I am walking quite a lot -walk to bus stop then to my college and then back to my aunt's condo- and I never feel any pain at my feet.

Do you know, I can also decorate my Crocs shoe with the cute button known as Jibbitz!

My favourite walking shoe =)

Say Goodbye

"Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every day So say goodbye But don't you cry Because a true love never die..."

Say Goodbye by S Club

Last month and early this month, I had to say goodbye to many people...

Early last month, I had to say goodbye forever to my uncle; Uncle Steven who died of stomach cancer. Then, a week or two, I had to say goodbye forever to my another uncle; Uncle John who passed away due to multiple organs failure... I was so sad. Saying goodbye to both of my late uncles was really hard for me especially you know that you can never see them again!

Then, two of my friends are leaving to Australia and one of my friend will be going to Poland...

Wai Kheun (right) already left Malaysia to Australia to further his studies.

Fong Chu will be leaving to Australia soon to further her studies and last Tuesday, my friends and I organized a farewell dinner for her together with Yoong Wei.

Yoong Wei will be leaving to Poland soon for industrial training.

Saying goodbye is always hard especially to someone whom you loved dearly and someone who very close to you no matter how far or near they go... Or how long or short they will be away...

Let's cherish every sweet moments with your loved ones like your family and friends! God bless ya!

Andrew's Burger

Last Monday, my friends and I went to our friend's -Andrew- burger stall at Silibin, Ipoh to try his burger.

This is Andrew's burger stall -Andrew's Burger-

So, that night, Ummi and I had Chicken Burger Special...

Can you see the sauces flowing down?! Yummy!

While William tried the egg burger known as Benjo...

And then, Vaane had a normal chicken burger...

Andrew's burger taste so good is not because of some secret recipe or any special ingredient; he just uses some ordinary ingredient like everyone else. In my opinion, his burger taste so good simply because he cooks with his heart...

"Well done, Andrew! I prayed that God will use you, your skill and your wonderful burger stall mightily to touch that community at Silibin! I can see that your burger stall is a blessing to many people! Keep it up the good work that you're doing! God bless ya! =)"

Uncle Steven: Deeply Remembered and Missed

Last Wednesday, I received a text message from my cousin sister saying that her dad passed away and I also received a call from my mum telling me that my uncle passed away!

My uncle died of gastric cancer -stage four- He did an operation to remove his whole stomach that was infected by cancerous cells. He also did a few session of radiotherapy. But in the end, he lost in the war and sadly the cancerous cells had won and took over his life.

My uncle is a wonderful husband, father, brother-in-law, son-in-law, a great brother and a fantastic uncle. When I was in KL, he used to call me and talk to me. He always brought me out to eat every time when I come back to Taiping. I still remember that one day I was looking for fried chicken and he just drove me all the way to Pokok Assam to get me the famous fried chicken there.

I always remembered him in my prayer and it is my desire to see him come to know Jesus Christ. But sadly, I was late and couldn't share with him about the good news...

His funeral was on Friday and it was also my very last time to see him. Sending him off was hard and difficult.

Today, he is deeply remembered and missed by everyone of us! "Uncle Steven, I miss you very much and thank you for everything that you had done to me and imparted into my life! I will always remember you!"

I am Broke but I am Not Poor!

On Friday early morning, as usual that I was awake since last night, then my spectacles was oily, so I wiped it with t-shirt. This time, I wiped it hard until I spoiled my spectacles... Cut the story short, I went for repairing and eye scanning. They repair my old one -which I wearing now- then, I need to make a new one because the degree of my eyes increase -getting worse; but not very much- it cost me RM350 for a new pair of spectacle. I'm going to be BROKE once I settle the bill -so far, I just paid RM5o as the deposit- ='(

I think I made a mistake for making a new pair of spectacle because I still can see with my old one plus my old one still can wear after repaired. Sigh... I was so sad and upset the whole yesterday! My heart was aching -as usual especially you think you make a mistake plus spending so much money for the mistake- Sigh...

But then, today, God reminded me about Him as a Father who provides and in control of everything. I was so blessed! Last time, God used the dark sky and sunshine to remind me about Him and today, I sensed that again He showed me the same phenomena! Praise the Lord!

Then, I thought, if I am happy that I didn't spend the RM350 and feeling secure of having the RM350, then, this is not good because I putting my trust and hope on the money -something that cannot last and secure me for life-

Then, I thought about God's promises! Am I not more precious than the sparrows? Of course I am more precious than the sparrows; I am heavenly Daddy's little prince. Why I feel sad that I spent on something that is good for my sight and why I worried becoming broke when I have my heavenly Daddy who is looking after me, taking really good care of me and love me unconditionally!

I know, money is something and without it can be very hard but money is not everything; in addition God is my Jehovah Jireh -the Lord provides- AMEN! I am broke, but I am not poor and I am happy! Praise the Lord! =) I love you, Jesus!

M.E. L..A.M.E.?!

Hehe... Am I LAME?! I think I am very LAME! Haha! My cousin sister always say that I am very lame!

I enjoy being lame because it can make people laugh and make people happy!
M - Making
E - 'em (them)

L - Laugh
A - Are
M - My
E- Encouragement!

I am always encourage when people around me are happy! So, I always try to make them happy and make them laugh by being lame with all my lame jokes, lame action and lame words! Haha!

"A cheerful heart does good like medicine, but a broken spirit makes one sick." - Proverbs 17:22, TLB

So, when people around me are happy, I am also encourage and be happy at the same time! =) God bless ya!

The Beautiful Awakening!

I had a beautiful awakening on last weekend during Mission Candidates Preparation Programme - Part 2 (MCPP-2) at Peacehaven, Genting Highlands!

I guess I had been sleeping for past a year... Wandering off from the right track, go to the left and go to right; searching here and there... Feeling so lost!

I praise God for Pr. Ling who encouraged me to go for my second round of MCPP-2. I was really reluctant to go at first! Out of obedience, I went and I praise God that I made choice to go for MCPP-2. I really praise God and thank God for the blessed weekend! I was inspired, I was encouraged and I found my way back to God again!

"God shine through the darkness! Once again I found the light as my guide! Praise the Lord!"

Pr. Ling -DUMC Mission pastor- prayed for me during the ministry night, God spoke to me through him. God told not to wander off, looking left and looking right. God asked me to focus on Him. God also said, I only have one life and live it for Him! That night was the night I found my purpose again and that night also the night that God picked me up from the darkness!

Wow, I was inspired and encouraged by Aunt Esther's -DUMC missionary in Cambodia- testimony. Someone wanted to kill her, she was lonely and she nearly wanted to give up as a missionary but God reassured her and she obeyed! She even sacrificed her comfortable life to be missionary at Cambodia... I was inspired. =')

Then, I was also inspired and encouraged by this movie -End of the Spear- that Pr. Ling played during MCPP-2. Through this true story movie, I was touched and I finally can see again from my blindness! "I was blind, but now I see!"

Today, I am encouraged! I want to be Somebody for Someone; so that people will see how great, how real and how wonderful God is and people will give all honors, all glories and all praises to God! =)